The only time I ever have a dream that seems real, is if you are in it.
I keep dreaming of all the things I did wrong.
I keep dreaming of all the things I should have done.
And I keep dreaming of that last time I saw your face.
This is all one dream that keeps coming back every time I close my eyes.
It hurts so much every time I wake up from this dream because it makes me realize what I missed out on.
How I screwed things up.
How I should have just stepped up and told you how I felt, no matter how bad it would have messed things up.
This is no dream.
This is more of a reminder on how screwed up I am.
It's a nightmare.
