Twisting
turning
a demon of sleep
wide awake
my fears i keep
faces, dulled
voices, stilled
louder than
those lives fulfilled
footsteps soft
upon the ocean floor
watery grave
yet im saved
somewhere
ive seen this all before
totally random,
theres flashes of light
pain
the heartbeat
the fire ignites
so fast it all seems
too sharp to make out
but too dull to see
voices in the wind
calling to me now
too loud to be heard
too quiet to be words
so confused
always used
the only speech
is always slurred
flashing through my mind
troubles of the day
fast asleep in my mind
only when i can get away