If you could see the things
I have locked inside my head.
Then you would know how I feel.
And wonder how I manage.
In my head there are so many different boxes
Some with happiness, some of sorrow and
Some are full to the brim with the anger, I can't let go.
But most importantly in the middle of this space
Is a box labelled with your name!
It isn't made of metal with a lock,
It isn't dark and scary,
It isn't as big, and heavy to open.
It is the box I always turn to in my hour of need.
It is covered in hearts with a special
Little light coming off with the words
“I'm always here†written on it in blue,
And all over it in every heart is the fear
Sorrow and all the other things I have lost,
Along my way. Which you have shown me
And given back or helped me over come.
There are so many things I want to share
And throw away forever. But everyday
My head says no but my soul says
Be careful they might not like the real you
And my heart says yes tell them they will
understand and listen, its worth the risk.
And deserves to know what the real you is like.
Its not worth hiding for the rest of you life
Every time we talk I discover a little bit more
Of me. Sometimes it scares me
Sometimes it makes me feel happy
And sometimes it makes me feel at peace inside.
But sometimes it makes me have this feeling
I don't know what it means.
But everyday you are near
Your box grows inside my head
And all the other boxes shrink or
Get thrown away in the bin forever.
So here it goes against my head and soul
thank for everything you shown me.
The way to be with peace inside and a
Love that grows inside of me everyday.
You have left a little mark
On my personality and the way I am and will be
for the rest of my life.
So thank you my friend for
helping me along the way to
make a better person and understand
who I am!!!
