This one or that one, which one do I suppose to choose?
Either way there is something to lose.
If I stay with him, I will be leaving behind something that could have been.
If I leave him, it will be an everlasting heart ache & will feel like a sin.
If I stay with him there is a good chance he will find out about my affair.
Due to the fact that his heart is crushed, my heart and feelings, he will not spare.
If I leave him, I will be losing my soul mate and the love of my life.
And he will cut my heart into a million and one pieces with the exact same knife.
If I stay with him. This whole situation is going to blow up in my face.
So, my soul mate will leave me high & dry and I know that he cant be replaced.
If I leave him, will he think that our relationship was just a game?
If he does, Im the only one to blame for this hot fire of flames.
What if we overcame this situation & our relationship is proclaimed and I will scream out my love for you without an ounce of shame.
If I stay, it just wont be right because he will think about that affair every time he is in sight.
If I leave him, will he beg for me to stay?
Or will he be holding my bags for me at the doorway?
If I stay with him, will marriage be discussed or will he leave me due to his mistrust?
If I leave him, he will have the key to my heart always and forever.
I knew this the day I gave it to him, thats why I wont leave him, NEVER!
If I stay with him and we get through this, that means our love passed the test.
So, if we can get pass this, we can overcome all of the rest.
If I leave him, will I gain less than I will lose?
It doesnâ??t matter how hard it is because, either way, I will still have to choose.
