Running from the darkness trying to hide
All the shit inside of me kept it long inside
Feel its cold embrace cold and sharp
Feel the blade of life pierce your heart
I've got nothing left to stop me doing this evil deed
Nothing left to open just an empty seed
Someone tried to save me
Only I didn't see
My last chance of salvation was not seized
The feelings have all gone
Or have just mixed into one
The emptiness starts to settle in
And so does the sin
They might say they can't see why she did it
But they didn't see
The hatred that grew inside of me
Hate of who I was
Who I was going to be
Hate of the thing that was inside of me
I wanted to be able to tell you
I wanted to make you see
I thought you felt the same
I thought you would have came
The things you want you have to wait
Some times love you feel turns to hate
You can't say your feelings would stay the same
If that was true you would have came
Drifting now but there isn't a white light
Wish I could feel like this was right
I wanted you so bad
Guess you didn't feel the same that I got mad
I want you to wipe my tears away
Like when you used to take my fears away
