A long time coming

Its gonna take a long time before i feel better
its gonna be a while before i forgive wat he did
i cant believe this after all i did
the little things that we went through
most of the good times a few of the bad times i will remember them all i spent one of the most important nights in my life with him
others didnt take it seriously but i did take it serious
now im sitting here like was it a waste of my time can i take going through this again
do i wana go back to where i used to be where i used to see him ervery day
i don think i could on the count that i feel like this
i forgave all the others & mended things bac
i never shed a tear but now i did so things are diferent
love is a mysterious thing a new thing
this all 4 now ill continue it wen da time is rite & my heart is fixed.