It's the end
End of everything
I thought it would never come to this
The day when I'd say goodbye
I never thought I'd make it
This is a miracle
And also a tragedy
Everything I want
Everything I need
I am sure to never get now
I knew this was coming
I watched as my time slowly ran out
But still I did nothing
Everything I planned to do
I won't get to do
I should have done it when I had the time
But I just couldn't seem to
I waited too long
Now your gone
A long with everything else I thought I'd always have
I didn't think I'd miss you this much
I thought I was truly over you
But once again that was just a lie that I told myself so I couldn't get hurt
I ended up getting hurt anyways
I have tears in my eyes every time someone says your name
Every time you cross my mind
You'll never know what you've done to me
You'll never know the pain you caused
I'll tell you I'm fine
I'll tell everyone I'm fine
But I won't be
I'll be lost
I'll be confused
There won't be a time when your not on my mind
You meant the world to me
You still do
It doesn't matter how hard I try
I can't convince myself that I'm over you
It just won't work
Now that it's the end
You'll never see a tear drop from my eyes
You'll never see the scars on my heart caused by you
You'll never see me
Not after this night
So I'll say goodbye
I'll hold back the tears
And just shake your hand
For I know if I were to hug you I would not let you go
I want to tell you everything
I want to say so much
I want to tell you I still love you
Because I do
But I don't want you to know
For if you do
Then you'll have all the power
You'll have control over my heart
As much as I trust you
I don't think you'll treat it right
I think you'd break it into a million little pieces
And then I wouldn't be able to get it back together again
I'd die
Broken hearted
I can't handle that
So I love you
But you don't know
I'll miss you
You have no clue how much
You hurt me so much
You'll never know
Goodbye to everything I never had
And will never see again
