I love how forever never seems to last as long as you thought it might.I adore how all the \"I Love You\'s\" only come after the fistless fights.It was the greatest \"once upon a time\" ever written. Dozens and dozens of roses.One too many Kodak moments and untouchable memories.One million and one L-O-V-E\'s and 143\'s.It was an endless relationship. Sounds perfect doesn\'t it? Unfortunatly the greatest \"once upon a time\" ended in the worst \"happily ever after\" and I watched every last rose die only to wonder why he never knew that I hate roses.One too many Kadak moments only because no one ever takes pictures of the bad times.Untouchable memories only because he imprinted me with invisable scars that will never fade.One million and one L-O-V-E\'s and 143\'s only to make up for all the I HATE YOU\'s and SHUT THE HELL UP\'s.And it was never ending because he held me captive with his guilt and lies. So in the end all I have are my confessions, confession to my heart; I will never hold you captive in something you want out of ever again. I will never make yu love someone just because he loves me. I will never let him hold yu when you disire to be held by someone eles. I will never make you stay just because it has been so long. I will never make yu stay just because he was the first to love before lust. Confessions to my heart; I\'m sorry.
