I do too miss someone, someone very special.. She misses a guy that she once knew. He has changed so much yet stayed the same. If he reads this she wants him to know that she will love him no matter what happens. He tells me how he loves her but thats not what she want to hear. He tells her he misses a girl but that's not what she want to hear.
she wants to hear those three words again. softly spoken "I love you"'s. But everybody knows it won't happen. she wants to fall asleep to his text messages and wake to them to. she want to talk to him every day about absolutely everything and everything again... like it used to be 8 months ago.
she wants to be the girl he will always love, not the girl he used to love. she wants to be the girl he will point at and say "I love her". she wants him to want her. she wants him to think she's beautiful. she wants to be his shoulder to cry on. she wants to be the person he will tell everything. she wants to be with him forever...
He thinks she knows it's over. He thinks they are just friends, He wants to forget her. He wished it never happened. He wished he could go back before they once met. He wants to be just friends. He thinks she doesn't care about him. He used to not care about her. They used to be different.
He thinks she is just someone to talk to. he doesn't know her is more. He tells her almost everything. He used to love her. She thinks he never did. He talks to her sometimes. She falls in too deep. He doesn't know how she feels. She is to shy to say. He doesn't think she will alway be there. But then again neither does she.
They go separate ways. They meet up only sometimes. Those moments last forever. Like the time they met. Her friends always say her story is sad. His friends think he made the right choice.
She replies with...
"It's a typical love story that always happens to me. never happened with me and love though. It's like a movie... girl meets guy, they see each other again and get each others number, after 2 months guy asks out girl, girl says yes, they both fall in love, after 3 months guy loves another girl also, guy breaks girls heart for other girl and says he will always love her and be back, girls mother ends up hating guy and forbids her daughter to see him again, girl waits for him to come back but he never shows"
He Replies with...
"I know I did, if I didn't I would try to make it right."
It seems so sad to others, but it is the same old story they hear. He wants to know what will happen. She doesn't want to live. He knows exactly how she feels. She could end her life with a slit. He Does care about her. She just want to give up. He wants to know what he feels. I want him to know I will always be there...
