DESPAIR

Here I am in despair,
filled with darkness in the air,
In my mind my thoughts are scary,
dreaded blood and bloody Mary,
I wish people could understand,
the way they are the way I am,
the way I look, the way I dress,
when they are mean it makes me stress,
I can't take it I hardly can't,
life is nothing but to grant,
I take a razor I start to bleed,
I barely pray for my every need,
I wear black everyday, it scares
everyone in a sort of way,
when I cry I get so weary, when
I bleed I'm always dreary,
I take a knife as I descend,
this is my life,
this is the end.