How Long Can I Fight

Chipped nails
Bitten too short
Scabs on my arms
Ill pick some more

Unbrushed hair
Smeared make-up
Across my eyes and lips
Barefoot and bra-less
Dead eyes and
Shaking fingertips

Dont know how much long
I can take this affliction
Dont know how much longer
I can refuse my addiction

(not finished)