Daddy's Little Nothing

by SweetxMisery   Jul 8, 2006


When you look at me
it's like I'm not really there
you look past me
like your wishing I didn't really exist
knowing that I'm your blood
is just too much to bare
I'm nothing to you
just someone who's always in the way
you treat me like dirt
& my self-esteem is crushed everyday
no matter what I do
no matter how hard I try
you'd rather just beat me
to the point where I wish I could just die
even when I try to impress you
you still don't seem to notice me
you could really care less
I'm sure if I was gone one day
you'd just think to yourself
thankgod I've been blessed!
you would feel so relieved
one last nothing to deal with
one last lie to believe
it was nothing but a fake loveless relationship
between a father & a daughter that could never be
because you don't notice me
you notice my mistakes
so what if I died today
would you notice me then?
is that what it takes?
I don't think that you would
because If I took my life
it wouldn't be a mistake..

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  • 18 years ago

    by Eeka

    ::sighs::
    my fingers become numb as i begin to type this.. my father is the same. despises me. treats me horrible.. acts as if i've never been there. and i too wonder if he'd even change his thoughts about me if i were to leave this place.. we act as if we're tough and that this doesnt really hurt us. but deep down its killing us more than anyone knows. a "father".. thats what i wish i had in my life.. someone to love me for who i am. to smile just at the slightest glance of me. to say i love u daughter.. to call me daddys little girl. those things will never happen to girls like us... and it kills us inside. very good poem... ur words made me speechless.

  • 18 years ago

    by ~*Sachi*~

    This is very touching!
    lol, like all your other commentors, i can pretty much relate.
    my dad is abusive as well, but only when he's had a hard day @ work . . .
    i know he loves me, but sometimes it doesn't feel like it, right?
    good job with this poem--i LOVE it. it's my favorite so far!
    5/5!

  • 18 years ago

    by Dimari

    I relate to this VERY much---it could be me........I could have been the author of this, that's how much all your wording hit me!

  • 18 years ago

    by SweetxMisery

    Thanks for the comment.
    thats why I put it on here=)
    -Kayla

  • 18 years ago

    by timehealsallwounds6

    Wow i can relate SO much to this poem!!

    time*

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