My \"Love\"

by SweetxMisery   Jul 8, 2006


It makes me excited
it makes me afraid
Hmm.. I wonder who I will be today?
it changes me
& my surroundings
my conscience gets left behind
it\'s not invited to this party
for once I want to keep me from my mind
no worries for now
my only thought is
who cares what happens..
I want to have a great time!
but by morning I will wonder what I did
as my conscience returns
I feel a wave of shame
was it really worth it?
I no longer feel the same
the happiness has disappeared
& without giving it a second thought
I grab the whiskey
& one more shot
as my \"love\" for the night
leaves my bed
I hate myself, once again
this time even more
& as he opens my bedroom door
he takes one last look at me & says:
\"last night was great, you wh**e"
I gave him my all
without a single care
for my love affair
of alcohol.

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  • 18 years ago

    by ~*Sachi*~

    This is written beautifully.
    at first, it didn't make sense to me, but i read it again and the power of it just HIT me . . .
    wow . . .
    this was awesome!!!
    great work!
    5/5!

  • 18 years ago

    by Dacey Flame

    You write like this has all happened to you, like your in the mind of everything you write about. I think thats really incredible. Keep it up.
    Gret poem=)

  • 18 years ago

    by timehealsallwounds6

    Really really good

    time*