I thought i was of some importance to you

Dad I thought I was important to you,
I thought I was your little girl,
You dont care to even ring.
In your family will I ever fit in?
Your my dad your meant to be there for me
But no, now I never see you.
I dont think you even care enough to even want to see me.
You deal with other peoples problems,
But what about me, where do I stand in all of this.
I'm your daughter I need you help,
Dont you hear my silent help.
No cos your to busy doing something else(far more important)
And I feel so left out and you dont even care
Go ahead do what you want, leave me in despair
Am I as invisible to you as I am to everyone else,
Like a china doll left alone on a dusty old shelf.
Your probably at home sleeping now having a good nights rest
Whilst I'm lying here going through hell.
You take everyone else out it would be nice to invite me to pick up the phone,
Or do you really despise me that much,
That I'm not even worth 10p of your credit
Jenny, Jodi and Stacie all seem to be,
Oh no I forgot were not talking about them, we are talking about me,
So obviously not, to you I'm not even worth a hair on your arm, no worse yet not even half a hair.
Dad if you didn't want to see me ever again wasn't I even worth a goodbye.
I guess not I really thought you loved me, and you as a dad were mine,
But there we go I was wrong again.
why have you not been the dad to me,
That you have to Stacie and Jenny
Their not blood, I am
Or to you I may as-swell just be water
It would make no difference to you.
I want to be treated like all the rest
But your not going to just bend over back wards to grant my one and only wish.
Unless you haven't realized I have problems too,
I may as well pretend I dont have a dad
Because thats exactly how I feel.
These words so strong these tears so real
I assure you they may never heal.
I just wish you knew how I feel.
Dont worry for me
Because as I can see I'm not wanted
You dont care
To write these words is a real scare.
Know to damage is done move on with your life forget about me ass-if you haven't already,
Yeah, OK right. like Id believe that, I'm far gone in your memory and I'm never coming back. its how you wanted it to be isn't it? you and your number one daughter Jodi and of Coarse no silly little insignificant me.
All I wanted is to fit in be treated and loved like one of them.
Farewell to you dad I dont think I can call you that any more because now I'm just a stranger thats knocking on your door. A passer by in the street the nameless of no importance what so ever just a speck on your wind screen your so quick wipe away.

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