You were always so perfect to my eyes,
so soft and gentle,sweet and handsome,
cherishing you instantly,
without a second glance,
I never distrusted those eyes,
that lied to me continuously,
I promised myself that Id always try,
but slowly i began to loose myself
I would always have given you anything,
just to keep your interest,
stopping my heart from remembering,
all the pain it caused,
I never pulled away from that kiss,
that held a painful hint of truth,
I knew it would b hard missing u,
i obviously felt this love 2 sweet 2 let go
I wanted more than just the infatuation,
that you found in me.
It seem that love was only a distraction to you,
that you really didnt need,
so I cried myself to sleep,
knowing the times we shared must end.
You couldnt let emotion run deep,
you said you made love to me, as a friend
But eventually, my love,
friendships fade, too,
and I cant make love and walk away,
pretending I dont love you.
Never once did I push you away,
but everything comes to end,
so all thats left to say,
is goodbye,
I loved loving you Mahendra, and i hope that someday i will find my friend in you again .
