Pain in my eyes, truth you denied...

You held my hand,
Fingers scared,
You look at me,
Asking why,
Your eyes searching mine,
Wanting truth,
Wanting to know why,
I hurt myself so,
You saw the pain,
You knew it wasn't alright,
Yet you still kept doing it,
He said he would of done it,
If I hadn't beaten him so,
He told you so,
That it would hurt others,
But you did not believe,
You only thought of your pain,
I tried to be there for you,
But you pushed me away,
You knew it was wrong,
You knew I hated it,
You knew,
So I did this,
You realize that what he said was right,
Yet you could not see,
The pain you were causing me,
When you held my hand,
And saw what you had caused me,
You realized that you truly do care,
That you were wrong and he was right,
That you never want me causing myself pain,
You made me promise to never again,
I'll never forget the look in your eyes or the look on your face,
It makes me think and realize that you really care,
You don't want me to hurt myself,
You don't want me 'scaring my pretty little wrists',
And I think you realized that you do love me,
That you will always care,
As will I always,
Your my best-friend,
Forever, cause always it'll be true...
I LOVE YOU...