Ma storry

Ill tell u ma story
ill tell u no lies
ill tell u ma feelings
and what i felt inside

i was happy and great
had no tears to cry
surrounded by friends
had no feelings to hide

the time had come
a time of ma fears
over all the years
now was the time

i saw the signs
ignored the signs
closed ma eyes
and tour inside

i hurt so bad
cry-ed so hard
felt so sad
was now extremely mad

all because of my dad
ma life was over
no reason to live
just slit slit slit

i said goodbye
just a few more times
packed ma bags
and held the tears in side

ma friends far
heart shattered
smile dead
life gone

a pool of tears on ma floor
next 2 ma knife and puddle of blood
i sit and stare and wonder why
it was my life not theres

all ma feelings
all ma tears
all the pain
are all ma secrets

i told u ma story
i told no lies
i told u ma feelings
and what i felt inside

by Lisa