Secret Obsession

On my knees once again,
Purge my sins, feel the pain.
Hand to mouth, chew and swallow,
Forgetting the diet I try to follow.
Stomach expands, huge and bloated,
In a fat contest I'd be voted.
Out of control, stuffing my face,
A test on eating I could easily ace.
Trying so hard to have control,
Want a perfect body, a flawless soul.
But my body is my enemy,
Only imperfections can I see.
And my soul is tainted with everyday sins,
Mia won't stop until she wins.
Try not to purge after I eat,
But I'm addicted, I can't compete.
Can't fight my impulses, must get the food out,
My secret obsession no one knows about.