Very nice writing. Pulled me in and I can relate like crazy. I went thorugh exactly what you are going through. I liked hit sguy for 2 years and I knew he didnt like me but it hurt so bad so I told him i loved him and he said sorry...thats all he had to say. And this week the impossible happened..and I got over him. It was crazy but I am happier than ever but I wnated exactly what you did...but you can only wait so long. Good luck and god bless you and keep writing!