REALITYS NIGHTMARE

Pain goes in, Pain comes out.
The room is spinning, I fall to the ground.

Dazed and confused, It all has to end.
Everythings broken, Nothing will mend.

Suicidal taunts, Follow me all day.
Its all I ever hear, But its never OK.

Cant they understand, Im already dead inside.
I want to run away, But theres nowhere to hide.

My saviours edge, Releases my pain.
Im getting drenched, In this crimson rain.

In a puddle of blood, On a tainted floor.
Im slowly fading, Dead to the core.

Nothing will save me, From this earthbound hell.
Because there is no heaven, And there is no hell.

I cant remember the start, The end never comes.
I hate feeling alone, Like Im the only one.

I know there are more, Just like me.
But I cannot relate, Alone; Im meant to be.

In all of the people, Around me everywhere.
Nobody bothers, Nobody cares.

Nothing to live for, Nothing to lose.
Will I stay or will I go, What will I chose.

Pain is over-whelming, Gasping for air.
Why cant I wake up, From realitys nightmare.