Always goodbye

Everyone i get close to,
i lose in the end,
and every time i have one special best friend,

every time im happy,
hells not fare behind,
bad luck is always there waiting for the right time,

when everything feels right,
it couldnt be so wrong,
so every time im happy,
i know it wont last long,

every time i smile,
i know it will be followed in tears,
life hasnt been perfect in so many years,

i hate to say goodbye,
because goodbye is the end,
specially when you have to say it to you best friend,

losing a love is hard,
but your heart will always mend,
but your heart doesnt mend,
when you lose a special friend.