Tired of liveing a lie

I need to let it out,
sadness in my heart.
is swollowed by dark waters,
my soul is disappering.

no one to love me,
no one to care for me.
i rather die now,
then stay here.

but theres some one i love,
should i stay here for him?
i need him,
guess its a lie to.

i feel week,
i feel helpless.
i need some one,
i need something to help me.