Good bye every 1

The feelings sky high as this knife cuts into my skin just a simple penetration then the blood starts poring out i dont shout i dont cry nah i have a dry eye a smile on my face cus this feels so nice i run it across my wrist this is a feeling i cant resist not hurting nope blood sqwerting over the bathroom sink man didnt i stop to think ill be missed but no 1 can clear this mist i have around my soul i think i need love am losing control over my self the devil bourt my soul from me and now look cant you see am going down like a baby thats tired as i lie on the floor mia walks in and sees me there fxxking blood all over she shakes me trying to wake me up then she opens my eye lid and lets go it shuts she trys kissing me if that will wake me from this she starts crying she trying to bring me back she put the cold tap on wets me she cant wake me she calls mum my mum comes in and crumbles to the ground nothing but the sound of crying my dad calls 999 but its to late am already at this gate looking in my coat pocket theres a note saying ill miss you and a picture of a design to put on my head stone but now i know i will never be lone