I was so worried when I sent you the e-mail
What have I done?
I shouldn’t have sent that
I might have just ruined the one thing that was good
I might have just lost my best friend
But I couldn’t hide from you anymore
I wanted you to know from me
Before someone else told you
When you read it,
Everything seemed to be going fine
We were acting like we always had
Then it all seemed to change
You started getting distant
You just left me hanging
With no answer
I am so lost
Where am I going?
Have I lost the one thing I never thought I could have?
I am lost is there still a me and you
This is why I never wanted you to know
I didn’t want to lose the one thing that I had left
I didn’t want to lose a close friend
And by the looks of it,
That’s just what I have done
I have made the one thing that I loved the most
Hide away
And I am so lost
That I have no clue what to do
I just wish that I could go back
And have never sent the one thing
That could have made all of this never happen
But the sad truth is
That I can’t
What’s done is done
And no one can change it
I just wish and pray to God that I could
