I still love him

While I sit here with my eyes swollen.

Why am I crying?

I think about how you use to be my best friend.

How you use to say you loved me.

&& how you said she would never get inbetween us.

what happened?

I guess you really werent my best friend.

I guess you never really loved me.

&& you did let her bet inbetween us.

WHY?

I dont understand.

Everytime you treated me wrong,

I was there for you

no matter what.

I am tired of getting treated like this.

All your doing its tearnig me apart

little by little.

My world is crashing down because of you.

You might not think so.

But with just being your best friend

My world was perfect.

its might not have been picture perfect

But with you there to talk to everything was better

But now you wont talk to me.

&& its all because of her.

Why are you going to let her do this?

You know I loved you more than anything in the world.

So with you not being there to be my world.

I have no world.

Its all over.

You said you wouldn\\\'t let her get inbetween us the second time.

&& that it would be different.

But you know what its alomst the same as the first time.

But worse,

instead of you not talking top me when shes around.

You dont talk to me at all.

&& that hurts me so much.

I talked to you about everything.

All my problems.

But I guess thats ok

you wouldnt understand anyways.

Cause all my problems now are because of you.

I guess you could say I am over you.

But not completely.

I dont want to be with you anymore.

I just want to be your friend.

&& thats all.

&& no one understands that for some reason.

But I dont know anymore.

All I know is that I...

still love you alot.