From the Inside Out

So tired of being perfect
So tired of being good
So tired of being unnoticed
So tired of being fooled

A razor blade
Sharp as a knife
Coated in blood
An end to a life

A dull gray gun
Still smoking white
Lies next to a body
Blood streaming in the light

No hope left
The only way out
Lies in poison
Sickly coated death

Unmoving
Dying
Praying
Bleeding

Waiting for rescue
A desperate hope
Praying to be rescued
Before it's too late

Don't let me end this
Stop me before it goes too far
Only you have the power
Only you are salvation

Break down the doors
Of my innermost self
Grasp my hands
Pull me to help

I need you so badly
Why can't you see?
I'm dying for you
Trying to break free