My mind frame alters dramatically
one moment i know its wrong
the next i think its right
at one point in time I'm ready for battle
the next I'm too tired for the fight
i look in the mirror and like what i see
an instant later I'm too ugly to bare
this person i thought was me
who is no longer there
I'm certain i know what i want
and then confusion takes ground
i want to be with you forever
then i no longer want you around
i cant live without you
i cant stand your touch
i dont know who i am or what i want
its becoming way too much
i want to live with everything
i want to die with nothing
i need to hear the words and yet
I'm tired of reasoning
pull you close, push you away
my personal yo-yo
i need you here
But i dont want you to stay
I want someone caring
but i understand anger more
I'm searching, always looking
without even knowing what I'm waiting for.
