Since only a bit after we met,
I felt feelings i'll never forget.
I wished it were me when you held her tight,
but still tried to help when you had a fight.
Didn't let how I felt ruin advice to you,
when you asked about her and what you should do.
I thought you'd be together forever.
I felt the same way when you liked him
and for a while I held it in.
But soon enough I could no longer hide,
at leats a little of what I felt inside.
So, I told you I liked you.
You wanted her now, but you hadn't known,
So I was the messenger for the feelings you showed.
But it didn't turn out.
I sit in the car watching you and your brother
and think of the day i'd become a mother.
How I hope the man I'm with does what you two do,
if that's as close as I can get to having you.
You'd be a great father, I've seen it.
I lay on your leg and watch you sleep in bliss,
daydreaming of mine and yours first kiss.
I don't mean to stare.
You like me too, but I wish you didn't tell me.
Because you don't want to try and be
more than just Best Friends.
I understand that. No need to lose what we are,
for something that might not get very far.
Still, I wish we'd take the chance.
You make me laugh, no matter how depressed.
and calm me down, no matter how stressed.
I can't help but smile.
As I sit watching Ben laugh and smile
I figure that my feelings for you are worth while.
As long as you're by my side in the end.
I'll Love to have it even just as Best Friends.
Best Friends Forever
