I love you so much

I'm trying so hard to open up,
I know i love you,
You want me to talk,
Can someone tell me why its so hard,
I love you more than anything,
But if i don't open up will i lose you,
That what I'm so afraid of,
I can't lose you,
I wont lose you,
So tell me why it's so hard to open up,
I love you so much,
But i don't know what to say,
I don't even know what is wrong with me,
I love you so much,
I wont lose you,
I cant lose you,