I'll always love you

Words usually come so easily
But right now its so dam hard
To tell you how much you meant to me
And finally let down my guard
I want you to know that i loved you, much more than you ever knew
And whenever i was around you, I knew that you loved me to
I know over the years we drifted apart
And thinking about that breaks my heart
Because you were always so good to me
And at times i was so selfish i could not see
How lucky i was to have someone like you
Who could make me feel happy whenever i was blue
And when i finally opened my eyes to see what i had it was to late
You were already gone, heading to-wards that pearly white gate
Now mums always sad and i always cry
And i cant help wondering why you had to die
The world needs so many more people just like you
But maybe god thought that heaven did to
I just hope your happy whatever the case
And know that i will never forget your face
I know i wasn't a good granddaughter and you deserved much more
So when i heard that you were gone, to myself i swore
When i finally meet you up there
Ill treat your love with much more care

I miss you Gran and i loved you so much i wish i could have shown you that more often xxxxooooxxxx

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