R.I.P.. my bffl

I need you again,
You left me too fast
A new shadow on my life
Is what your death has cast.

So now here I Am
Alone and lost
No clue what to do
My life it will cost.

I've got my weapons
And I'm ready to take my life
So hurt by your actions
I reach for my knife.

I unleash all my anger
With my knife on my wrist
I speak to you while I cut
Tell you you're truly missed.

But soon we'll be together
Two friends united as one
Together we'll rejoice
This battle we have won.

Im starting to fade away
I can feel it happening
The pain is so strong
I never imagined it this way.

My last tear falls
My last breath is taken
My dearest friend calls
A life is brutally shaken.

So tonight I grab your hand
As you lead me into the light
I smile a true smile
This all feels so right.

*R.I.P Chelsea..This is for my bffl who committed suicide on 7/7/2006. I miss her so much, she's what kept me hanging on.*