True Love

We meet in the 7th grade and I thought we would just be friends because my best friend liked you alot. But then I got to know you more and I thought you were an awesome guy. But I didn't want to start to like you because that would make my best friend mad. So I decided to keep me liking you to myself and just be really good friends with you. well over the next 2 years I didn't just like you I fell in love with you. You were the greatest guy I had ever met and still are. We have been through so much...like break-ups, cheaters, fights and so much more. So finally my best friend gives up on you and I can understand why. You play so many games with girls. So why am I falling for you? Why do I like you so much? I should know whats going to happen but I still love you. How do I even know you feel the same? Maybe I am just wasting my time. Or maybe you love me too? I just had the nerve to tell you I like you after 3 years. How long will it take me to tell you I love you? I say it all the time before we get off the phone and I mean it. But you think I mean it as I love you as a best friend and I do, there is just so much more. What do I do? Do I tell you that I love you or just leave it as it is? If I tell you I love you will it ruin our friendship? Or is our friendship to strong for love to ruin? Maybe our freindship will turn into love? Or maybe not. Do you even know what love is? Love is when you see a special someone walking down the hall you start to get goosebumbs, your heart starts racing a 100 miles an hour, you cant breath and you start to sweat even when it's freezing cold outside. Love is when you say something really mean and I get mad at you and you always find a way to make me laugh and then I love you even more. Why do you do that to me? You know how I feel about you. Or do you really know how I feel? How come me and you talk about who we like and how we feel about other people? But we cant talk about how we feel about each other? Is it because you don't have any feelings for me or do you not want to say anything? Why don't you like me? Is there something wrong with me? Am I not popular enough? Am I not pretty or skinny enough for you? Why do those things matter? I have enough friends. They all love me for who I am. And you know what I am very beautiful on the inside. I have a great heart. Why can't you see that? Why do you want to just be friends? I don't understand. You really confuse me. Like you don't know what you want. I think your ex-girlfriend is dumb. No, I think ALL your ex-girlfriends are dumb for letting such a great guy go. So why dont you give me a chance? I am not dumb. I have seen who you are on the inside and I love you so much. So why not give your best friend a chance? Or do you not want to? It's all up to you now because I have told you everything I need to tell you, for now. I know you are probably thinking well why does she always try to hook me up with other girls? Well it's because I want you to be happy. And if it means hooking you up with another girl I am willing to do that because you are my best friend and I love you more than anything in the whole entire world.

Love Always And Forever,

Hope-Ann Elizabeth Rodriguez