I Can't Forgive You For That

I can forgive what you did
I can forgive your lies
I can forgive your fake apology
And all those exaggerated cries

I'll forgive you for what you did
When you decided you were better
I'll forgive you for those rumors
Even for that angry letter

I'll forgive you for your attitude
And always bringing me down
I'll forgive the way you act perfect
Only when your boyfriend is around

I'll forgive you for the rumors
About all the party's I was never at
But the trust you broke when you did all this
I can't forgive you for that
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I can forgive all the hurt you caused
And talking me out of getting medication
I can forgive you for the abuse you applied
And putting me in this situation

I can forgive the things you took away
Like my privilege to see my friend
I can forgive you for calling me things
And making my mind twist and bend

I can forgive you for yelling at me
When I did nothing wrong
I can forgive you for saying I was worthless
Even though I helped out all along

I can forgive you starting an argument
I can forgive you for calling me fat
But when you turned my dad against me
I can't forgive you for that
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I can forgive you for breaking us up
I actually thank you now
I can forgive you for making fun of me
I got over it somehow

I can forgive you for talking about me
Behind my back to people I knew
I can forgive you for hating me
For things I didn't do

I can forgive you for insulting
My friends and what I believe
I can forgive you for piling onto me
All your stress and grieves

I can forgive you for not listening to me
And taking my words in another format
But you picked her side over mine
And I can't forgive you for that.