A lover and friend

Hey baby boy,
whats up how u been?
i want you to know i love you , Ur my best friend
i don't know what i would do with out you here
in July we will know each other for a year
you live down
in roctown
and i live in Marietta
the only way we get to talk is on the phone and writing letters
i see you on the weekends and i see you late in the day
the hard part is saying goodbye and watching you walk away
sometimes it gets hard when we don't talk
and late at night when i want to see you i always have to walk
like usher and Alicia keys, your my boo
like Mary j blige said, i cant be with out you
we've been through good and bad times
and its so hard to get you off my mind
when i was hurt from a heart break
you were the only one to take away the ache
when i would hide all the pain and wipe the tears away from my eyes
you would always look at me and say "lil mama why?
why are you hurting inside?
have i caused you pain that i didn't realize?"
but like fantasia said the truth is i could never get over you
for you are the only one that has stayed true
when i was hurting you were there
you always showed me that you cared
even the time when we first met
you have always treated me with respect
now its time for me to go
but baby i love you so
i know that i have made a mistake but that is the way life goes
so baby if you really care bout me let your true feelings show
stop playing game with my heart
tell me if u want us to be together or apart
i mean what do those other girls got that i don't have
or do you just enjoy making me sad
what about all the memories we shared
but i guess after all this time you really didn't care
maybe to you i was just nothing to you but a toy
i thought you would act like a man not a little boy
I'm guessing that after all this you hate me and you don't want to be friends
but just know i love you till the very end

to my boy Adrian p