Don't run

by sweet dolphin   Jul 11, 2006


I was waiting for you till I fell asleep.
In the middle of my dream you woke me up claiming.
I'm sorry I forgot to do something indeed.

Don't you understand that you hurt me with that temper?
The only thing I did was worry because you didn't arrive yet.
I didn't like it, I neglected to eat and I didn't speak to anyone.

After that I tried to talk seriously to you about what happened.
It seem like you thought that I was kidding,
Because the expression I saw in your face was unpleasant.

You were laughing at me and being sarcastic.
Do you really think that I'm sad because I miss him?
No, mom. I'm sad because it seems that everything I do is horrific.

Stop! Don't go away, mom. I'm talking to you.
Don't leave me like that as if you don't care about my feelings.
Or do you run because you can't stand see me suffering?

You closed the door. You said you don't want to hear me.
Where is the woman who told me that I can trust her to be my friend?
She turned her back to me. But I see, even best friends can do the same.

I thought on the bloodiest things to do to my self.
To see if you can understand how much it hurts when you act like that.
And it's worst when you don't have anyone to give you a shoulder and hear you.

Oh, mom, you're back! But why are you throwing that old story in my face?
By the way, you picked up the wrong story because it doesn't match this one.
You returned, but still you go away running from the situation again.

I love you and I know that you love me, but you're overprotective.
You pretend to be my friend but you don't listen to me.
When will the day come where the things I do could be sufficient for you?
I just wish everything could be different between you and me.

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