I remember those days when everyone liked me
When I was younger I couldn't hurt anyone
But I've nneverer built a friendship with them and
Everything was fine and calm
I grew up and everyone still liked me
That was when I made friends
From those friends I made good friends
And also my two best friends
In those years I met my first love
He was one of my best friends
Our love was to make others jealous of
And our love was one of those that could last very long
Everything changed when we changed of school
My friends and I were physically separated
And that affected our friendship
Unless some of us tried to maintain it
But it was not at all successful
I still had my boyfriend and my other best friend
But I didn't maintain them as we were before
Because everything I did was bad
And that was when their hearts were tore
There hearts were tore by my self
I apologized and our friendship is still alive
I value that but I hurt the people that love me most
How could I change to be the person I'm today?
Is a question that I cannot respond
Now I'm carrying my errors on my back
My world changed to be very different
Too much different from the way it was before
But things cannot change to the old state
My live continues and so must I
I cannot heal the wounds I caused
And I have to keep watching to
The scars but I'll never forget my best friends
My fear is if they did or will ever forget me :(
And that I'll return to those old days
Where I used to be alone
