My Best Friend, My Knife

I don't know why I bother
The rage in my heart getting hotter

The searing pain across my wrists
Never thought it would come to this

With your deception and your lies
Using love and trust as your disguise

You had filled my heart with hope
Finally, a possibility to cope

But that feeling is long gone
Now it is to you that my pain belongs

Your the cause for this pain
For you, it's nothing more than a game

But for me this is my death or my life.
You, my best friend, my knife