This Feeling is unbareable

For the past 6 months
that blade has become my worst enemy
but I\'ve been thinkin about it lately
and its been killin me

Cuz when I think about it
His face cross\'s my mind
How disappointed he would be
Our relationship would die

It seems like lately
That I want that blade to become my best friend
I just really need him
To lend a helping hand

Its crossed my mind
So many times
And then I think about
what the future lies

It seems like
Theres no room left for me
I\'m not wanted here
So I\'ll just turn in my key

Thoughts of running away
Its just not enough
No longer can I fight
No longer can I be tough

My body feels weak
Its gettin numb
Cant feel nothing
I feel like a lump

Hopefully he\'ll forgive me
For all the pain I\'ve cost
I just feel so bad
I should just get lost

Everything I do
Is never right
Its just not enough
So I\'m done trying to fight

So I\'m just gonna say sorry for everything
I\'m gonna say goodnight
For everything I\'ve done
Now I\'m gonna turn out the lights

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