Dear Diary,
do i dare say that today is the day i lost my life
i wish some how no one will see all the scares you've made me do
the knife in my back that will always stay
the life so hunted by your face
but now i know i fit in the world with a group of people emotional as ever
i still don't smile thats what i call a lie
my hair is dark my nails are polished my cloths are black and tight but all
i stop when home i enter
all the smiles i can fake all the colors i can wear cause they don't know what I've become and the tears i cry is how i smile
no other day will you see me smile for it will be the last
the day y am made not a part of this world
the day it all ends
