Not just a threat Dad!

by Benny Boi   Jul 11, 2006


Drunken Violence,
Mother beaten again,
Some say i was too young to remember back then,
At the age of 15 months that shit sticks,

Gave me nightmares growing up,
Hoping to be nothing like you,
Refuse to walk in your shadow,
Your destructive path,

Raped her...Beat-ed her senseless,
When your Drunk you are relentless,
Being sober is your weakness,
I'll hunt you down Dad...too see you die...and laugh and look you in the eye as it happens,

Held that Barrel to my face,
Put my is the pillow case and with the walls i was whacked,
Ashamed to even know i am your seed,
Your death is all i heed,

Your destruction destroyed my mother,
And gave birth to my brother,
You've corrupted him too,
Wants nothing to do with me and mum thanks to you!

You'll die soon pop's,
Be 6 feet under,
Just being so young and defenseless,
Cause's me pain till this day,
Pay to see you lifeless one day,

Hope your drugged up,
Gonna cave in your face,
Looking like you is the biggest disgrace,
Being nothing like you is what I've embraced!

My fist you'll taste,
Your life i will waste,
Just gonna return the Favor,
Your the one who's now in danger!

Watch your back,
I'm older now,
Gonna kill you soon,
But just when and how!!!

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  • 17 years ago

    by tryinXtoXholdXmyXheadXup

    This tells a horride story one i am sorry you had to live through. This is an amazing write. Such a realise of the pent up anger. Keep at it. Nessa

  • 17 years ago

    by Cindy

    Benny! I hope writing helps to ease all your pain. You are excellent at it.

  • 18 years ago

    by Crystal

    Oh ben.... in a way this was sweet.... and in a way its something else.... hunni i no u want to make things right for what happened in the past but maybe wanting to kill him isnt the best way to go about it.... nd yea ur prolly thinking shut up.... but death isnt always the answer nd ur far enough away from us as it is i dnt want to never get to see you... just think bout it hunni.... nd it was a good write....
    loves ya.... mwah...

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