The feeling that truely excisted!

How could he make me feel this way? Why would he treat me so bad? You think you know someone
Well enough to relise that you would never feel this way? Obviously I was wrong! I thought he was
Different to everyone else, I thought that he liked me for me and not for someone or something else.
Maybe that was it, I reminded him of someone that he couldn't have and the opportunity was there, he
Made me feel so special, he even called me \"his little princess\", he held me so close to his body,
Close enough to hear his heart beat, I wanted it to last forever and I didn't want him to let me go.
We stood there and gazed into each other's eyes, it was so amazing. I have never felt this way
Before was it real? Or was it a dream? One will not know for as I felt it and no-one else did, no-one
Can ever experience the feeling that I did, when staring into the eyes of him they stared at me as to
Tell me something, did he want to say anything to me but didn't feel the need as looking into the
Eyes explained everything to me; everything around me was silent except for the noise of the waves
Splashing in onto the shore. Suddenly he placed his hands around my waist and pulled me in towards
Him, he slowly reached in to my face and then it was happening he was kissing my lips and it was like
A soft cushion pressing against my lips, I didn't want him to stop. We pulled away from one another and
Stared into one another eyes once again; we walked along the beach hand in hand. We spent so much
Time together and I didn't want him to leave.
The time had come, he was leaving how could this happen? I had never felt this way about anyone before,
I knew I wouldn't see him again! I couldn't say goodbye without knowing that I wouldn't see him again, he
Told me that we would see each other again when I got back. It's been three weeks now and I haven't
Seen him, he lied to me, I have spoke to him, I'm not sure that was the real person that I had met when
We first spoke, it was, and it was him I had met the loving most exciting, essential boy that anyone could
Ever know, but when the call was made, she was there! A girl! Could this be the someone else, one
Would never know as for I never knew myself, his cousin? He says yes! His girlfriend? He says no! As for
Me I am forgotten, thoughtless, a girl he met! Was I the special one for him? I say no!