I feel him near, as if he's right there, but I know he's not. My imagination is playing with me...I don't want to do this anymore. I want to move on and just forget but my heart calls out for him. I dream of his smile and yearn for his touch. I wake up and feel him here, his arms are around me but then my mind clears and he disappears...I am alone again just imagining things...life is unfair because you're not here to take away my fears...
