Tell Me Why?

Why do i waste my life over you when i know i am wasting my time.
I'm sitting here waiting and waiting and knowing u will never be mine.
We have been friends since day one.
But you choose the one you love now and i cant change whats done.
If only you knew how i felt about you.
Just thinking about u with her makes my heart and world go blue.
But i will just have to suffer through it.
But then again i will hate every bit of it.
Now its just to late.
But remember i will always wait.
I just don't believe i can let go.
But like everything else in life you have to go with the flow.
No matter how you feel about me. In my life, in my heart, you will always be there.
Why do we love the ones that hate us and hate the ones that care.
I hate this life of mine, its just not fair.
You will always be in my dreams.
But i will never be apart of you the way it seems.
But if only you knew.
I would go through so much just so i can have you.
So i will never say goodbye.
So if you really love someone tell them before you die.
They could feel the same, you could be breaking their heart, then tearing it all apart.

Please commit on my poems.....this one is an old one but i would like to know how i am doing!! thanx