Theres something you dont know

The things Ive done in the past
are coming back on me pretty fast
things are slipping away
the pain seems to stay

i sit here crying
wondering why i did all the lieing
its not like me
i wouldn't expect him to see

I'm not like this
theres something you missed
he pushed me into it
he made me sit

he held me down
there wasn't a sound
he kissed my lips
then grabbed my hips

he forced me to do the things i done
this game was no fun
he made me cry
and told me to lie

i fell to the ground
no one was around
i told him to let go
he just stopped and said no

i was there for what seemed so long
i didn't know things would be this wrong
he finally let me go
its something you never know

the damage its done
for one night of fun
so know one thing is true
i never cheated on you