We are trying to be friends starting brand new. But the more and more we talk the more I want to be with you. The more we joke around.. the more I know its my true love that I have found. The more we hang out. The more I keep having a doubt. I want us to be OK again. I want us to not pretend. I want us to go back to our old way. I want us to hold each other and be there to always make each other OK. I don't know how to say this without making it bad. I don't want you to reject me because then I will be sad. I don't want you to push me away. I'm trying to be cool.. but I'm running out of things to say. I love you. But I know that it is wrong. I try and hide my feelings and be Strong.
