Hopes..dreams..
I've lost everything..
I've already lost my true love..
so I don't care about losing u 2..
let me play the piano..
I don't want to hear Ur voice..
its the only moments..
that I can spend with my self..
clearing my head..
thinking of him..
although I left him before..
but I still want him 2..
r u surprised..
because I'm still thinking of him..
it almost three years..
& my Paine still increases..
this Paine..
these tears..
still hurts..
burning my heart..
& killing me while I'm still alive..
am I ? .. am I ? still alive..?
I even began to doubt my soul..
if it still exists ..
& now Ur here..
telling me these words..?
that I might lose..
lose Ur love?.. lose Ur heart?
too late to tell me that..
because I've lost everything..
& now..
I have nothing to lose..
