For a moments..
I've closed my eyes..
I wished to not wake up..
to realize again..
that you're still not here..
..next to me..
this feeling..
so painful..
so hard to move on..
..without you..
and I'm still refusing..
accepting..
and believing..
that you'll never be here..
..with me..
but with her..
so far..
in her arms..
while my heart..
is falling a parts..
but I'm still keeping your picture..
and I don't want to forget..
that you're still alive..
..not next to me..
but still in my world..
the same world..
that I live in..
that's why..
I wake up everyday..
because it's a new day..
for you..
..not for me..
as long as it's your day..
then I still have to stay..
to hope..
and dream..
to meet you someday..
..just.. someday..
..
you still don't know..
that I'm with you..
living under your shadow..
waiting for your news..
from anybody..
..just..anybody..
don't care if you're still remembering me..
or you've already forgotten me..
I still wanna keep you..
still wanna love you..
and still don't want to leave you..
even if you're not mine..
but I'll always be yours..
even if you don't know me..
even if you don't feel me..
I'll keep writing about you..
every night .. and everyday..
every moment..of my day..
mentioning your name..
even on my way..
..yes..
always.. on my way...
...
tears falling from my eyes..
whenever I look at your eyes..
your picture..
those hands..
which I'll never grab..
now I'm calling..
with all my heart..
hope you know..
hope you feel..
that I'm waiting..
for a moment..
..just a moment..
..to be with you..
even if it's after years..
or after when I'll die..
I just want to spend this moment..
just a moment..
