How many days I should live to love you in?
How many nights left for me to dream about you?
How many strength left for me to stand in front of you?
& how many hate left for me to forget you?
I love you
How many years should I've call you to make you hear my calling?
How many years should I shout to make you hear my voice?
How many years should I cry to make you feel my pain?
& how many years should I bleed to make you feel how deep is my hurt?
I love you..
How many prince should I love to forget you?
How many love story should I live to forget you?
How many personalities should I change to forget you?
How many times I should die & die to leave you & forget you?
I love you..
I will say the truth that I'm still looking for your news like a hungry cat..
I'm still looking for your news like a dangerous spy..
& I'm still remembering your memories like a good student..
I love you..
I'm still drawing your face on my walls..
I'm still writing your name in my books..
I'm still hiding your picture under my pillow..
& I'm still putting the candle light in every night waiting for you?
I love you..
I'm still keeping you like a secret inside me..
I'm still keeping you as a heart beating inside me..
I'm still keeping you as a wish in my mind..
& I'm still keeping you like a hurt inside me...
I love you..
& it kills me when Valantines comes & you're next to her..& it kills me when the sky is raining & you're with her..it kills me when the winter gets cold & you're dancing with her..
& it kills me when the night comes while I'm alone & you're with her..
I love you..
The memories takes me to your face then I cry..
& the memories takes me to your voice then I cry..
& the memories takes me to your heart then I cry..
Then the memories takes me to your days then I cry..
I love you..
I'm scared to miss you one day & don't see you...
I'm scared of wishing to see your eyes one day & don't see you...
I'm scared of missing your place one day & don't find you..
I'm scared of getting old & don't find you next to me..
& I'm scared to cry & you're not next to me..
& I'm scared of dying before seeing your face..
I love you..
& no one know how much I love you except me..
& no one know how much I'm missing you except me..
& no one know how deep is this hurt except me..
I love you..
& I know that you're the last one who will know..
& you're the last one who will be surprised..
& you're the last one who will come & go back..
But you'll be the first one who will ignore all of that�¢?�¦
