We will meet in heaven

I can hear your words
and I can read them as well
but they hurt just as much
as my black eye as it swells

I wish you were here
You can tell I am upset
But you can't do anything
Not even touch my head

I just want to die
And you know that is true
You know that he just beat me
Until I was black and blue

You know my depression is back
You know there is nothing you can do
You want to help me
That I know is true

I want to leave
I want to run away
You tell me that
I need to stay

I wish you were here
But you can't be
You say that
You wish you were me

But even if you wanted to trade
i would not allow it
because right next to god
is where you should sit

I know you love me
You know i love you
But life for some reason
i can't do

I you forgive me
For what I am about to say
Love we will meet
In heaven one day