Just a bit broken. . .

-{ this isn't about a break up }-

whats going on?
what happed to us?
i knew this would happened
was it all just for lust?

you don't talk to me anymore
i know you don't care
i know you don't notice
cant believe i cried cause you weren't there

i wanted to smile with you again
i wanted to cuddle with you in bed
i wanted to just love you forever
i wanted it to never end

i used to actually love you
but everything has changed
maybe the fact we don't talk anymore
its not you who I've blamed

you f u k my emotions around
you make me cut all night
you'd let my tears pour forever
you'll never again hold me tight

you'll never see my sad
you'll never see my pain
you'll never know how much i hated you
this time its you i blame

you can get with other girls
you can dump me to the street
you can try to hurt me even more
but my hearts got nothing left to beat

my wrists are gone dry
blood drained from my blade
want anything else from me??
just one more time to get laid?

I'm sorry how i feel
just wanted you to know
cause you know our "trust" thing
i love you to much to let my pain show

so this is a little piece
of my hurt iv shared with us two
hope you will someday notice
the only one i wanted was you. . .